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I'll teach you how to swimI can feel your heartbeat
Breaking in your chest
I can hear your screams
That you hold back in your head
I can see the blood
That’s running out of your veins
Those secrets that you’re keeping inside
Those you never tell
I want to help you fighting them
I’ll pick you up when you fall

And when the night reaches out to get you
And the shadows prepare for the fight
When the blades are calling you to come
And all of your masks fell
I’ll be there fighting with you
I’ll save you from the dark
Darling, when you will be drowning
I’ll teach you how to swim

Love, you’re so much better than this
Beautiful, plea
Breathe in the AtmosphereFor my uncle, may he rest in peace.

In the meadows
on their mountain tops
where the lilacs sing your name
and the daffodils waltz
with snowdrops
sun settles
on your window pane.

In the place where
the clouds meet the ground
where the starlight blooms.
Where the trees listen
yet make no sound
while a brand new day
looms.

Chorus: In the meadows,
on their mountain tops,
I know I'll be there with you someday.
And I will sway
through the dew-soaked grass
until I breathe in
the atmosphere.

In the valleys,
on their mountain tops,
where the wildflowers grow.
Where the sun melts
all your teardrops,
and a soft breeze begins to blow.

In the place
O Jesus my GodHappy the man whose cares are none
but that of wandering bout the lazy sun
whose eyes are roving not towards the things which bounds the heart downwards
quite like an anchor upon a ship
whose cargoes weigh heavy upon the docks

He is free from things that bring about
the wrinkled worries which etches above the brows
(this does not exempt the youth)
O yes his mind is like the cotton clouds
whose flocks are grazing upon the skies
slowly, dispersing to find what may
cause it to stir then fade away

I should like to know how the clouds are stirred away
like sugar or cream in tea or coffee
(I'd rather the latter for I do not take kindly to bitter
More thanThis is more
This is more than bad days
More than long, empty nights
This is more than falling.

This is the bottom.
The aftershocks of pain
This isn't fearing what comes tomorrow
But fearing the idea of tomorrow itself.

This is cold acceptance
Indifferent to all that could be good.
This isn't hope
This isn't happiness.

This is freedom.

Freedom to accept everything ends
and reveling in that.
Only the best breaths are the ones that could be your last.
That is freedom

Nothing matters

Not the judgment of others
Not the money you work for
The only release
as it ends

And I fall, smiling into the darkness.
I Know I'm Not NeededDon't Try To Convince Me Otherwise,
I've Seen This All Before.
There's One Person Who Comes Back In,
After I Leave Out The Door.

It Happens All The Time,
So Don't You Worry,
I'll Just Take My Bags And Go,
My Memory Will Be Blurry.

I Just Hope You Understand,
I Want The Best For You,
And Him.

I Hope He Treats You Like A Queen,
Gives You A Shoulder To Lean.
I Hope He Holds You When You Cry,
Kisses Both Your Cheeks Dry.
I Hope He Gives You Everything,
Even A White Dress And Ring,
So That When You Look Back To This Day,
You Won't Regret A Thing.

You Deserve A Man Who Loves You,
Just As Much As I Do,
But You Deserve Him More Than Me...
Trust M
Whiskey DanceA whiskey fire secret
On a banshee's screaming lips
It slips like a feather
Ashes of down
So soft, he whispers, so soft
We play in neon rain
Acid-washed snow
Sun-scorched brows
Rainbow ribbon armor

We fall down
On the morning moon
We fall down
To mid-world earth
We fall down
Evening is hell
You leave me down
No going 'round

Drowning in crackle glaze monotony
Death dances with wild amber
Aerie thunder on silken wings
A tuneless god
Harder, I scream, unyielding
To steel cord whines
Electric cacophony
Kaleidoscopic entendre
Liquid glass shields

We fall down
On the morning moon
We fall down
To mid-world earth
We fall down
Evening is hell
I t
Treat your mom right quoteTreat your mom right, she doesn't last forever
                                              -Diana Kristina S (Aka me)
The Dance of SecretsWandering alone,
Alone in my thoughts
It's a dark morbid road
I can't stray far from,
The end is so far,
Am I running in circles,
Or am I just too far gone
In this web that won't let me move on...?

Clutching my wrists
Near the scars, three times kissed
By the demons, the dark,
The ones who won't move on,
But they're so gentle and tender
In this world of cruel pretenders
Why does is hurt so much?
Why can't they see who we are?

You can't feed me more lies,
When I'm dead inside,
For the dead can not hear
Above their own soundless cries

There’s a secret,
In my locket
Burning skin just
Like toxic
See these scars on my wrist?
Or the pain y
Beautiful Symphony~Beautiful sounds as they can see
Beautiful noise that brings on to me
Beautiful rattles that fly from the trees
That’s what I call beautiful symphony
 
The thunder in the ocean waves
The cries from a newborn who just came
The tears of joy where I can see
That’s what I call beautiful symphony
 
Laugher from small children
Laughter from the sick elderly
Laugher that’s beyond from me
That’s what I call beautiful symphony
 
Sounds that comes from the opening of a bible
Sounds that comes from the opening of a church door
Sounds that come from the pastor’s lips as he says unto thee
That’s what I call beautiful symphony
 
Listening the pounding rain
Listening to the birds sing
Listening to the wind blows on the tree
Now, that what I call symphony beautiful symphony
Empty PageI'm sorry if I came off wrong
I have just stayed far too long
Inside a world I never really knew
And I still don't know it after I met you
I don't know
What I need to say
So I won't
Say a thing

Let me be your empty page
Write down all your suffering
Don't worry
You can burn me if you're scared
Let me be your empty page
Deflate all your quiet rage
Don't worry
I'll always be there

I'm sick of you keeping it in
All the horror you've witnessed
It's too much for anyone to take
So easily can make a heart break
But you keep on torturing yourself
And it hurts me to see to see this
Well-thought out plan
Burn down to the ground

I know it hurts
Stop
Upon this hillUpon this hill
upon this plain
stood a king who knew my pain
His crown though vary from what we see as crown
still crown it is upon His head
His crown twisted, gnarled with thorn
His hair as yellow as corn
His robes as long
in the silent hills He spoke none
He did not strike a chord
nor stir the quiet of the day
He stood there
and I refuse to look
So patient was He to stay and stay

Then finally He came closer still
I could smell the perfume which laid upon His feet
as He walked I could imagine that
the grass would kiss it purely out of adoration
and indeed to give Him reverence

The clouds above all stood to watch
as He climbed the mount t
Catch[Verse]
The air is cold today,
I see my breath just fading away.
I know what it's like, I know what it's like,
I know what it's like, to be alone at night.

The streetlights start to shine,
but I'm still lost inside my mind.
I know how it feels, I know how it feels,
I know how it feels, to have a pain that's real.

I know what it's like, I know what it's like,
I know what it's like, to be like you..

(Chorus)
You and I are just the same.
We're both just pawns inside a game.
Every move you make I try to match,
and if you fall, I'll be there, to catch you.

[Verse]
The sirens start to scream,
they wake me up from this broken dream.
I know what
MuseWhen I'm here, all with you
My chest is open
There's a thin line between you
And my heart and my brain
You fill me up
I'm whole again
No more in pain
I'm home again

Fill me with music
Fill me with rain
Fill me with anguish
Fill me with pain
Fill me with stories
Fill me with words
Fill me with glory
Fill me with hurt

When I'm here, all with you
I'm no more a brain
Just a nerve that's been resting
On a lightbulb's head
We will stay strong
We'll love along
All together
We'll be better

So

Fill us with music
Fill us with rain
Fill us with magic
Fill us with pain
Fill us with kindness
Fill us with words
Fill us with glory
Fill us with soul

Des
Anna Kareninacompared to
her, I am a small
life form
easy to lose track of
when she's on your mind
(and in between your sheets)
oh oh, a lover
you are not
your pretty words don't fool me
so then why
why do I stay?
because you swear you love me
as you fuck her
I am a fool,
when it comes to you
I am Anna
I am Anna Karenina
so you've got me
right where you want me
again
I put my trust in you
and you cut my throat open
your hands are red
with my life's blood
oh oh
but you swear you love me
as you fuck her
I am a fool,
when it comes to you
I am Anna
I am Anna Karenina
I'm sorry that I
was not enough...
The Painting's Weeping [the lost one's weeping IB]The Painting's Weeping

A dagger made of nothing but his distrust
Burned my veins and turned my heart to dust
Weak friendship splatters, spurts onto the wall
Even my palette knife is a deadly weapon now

I am fiction

Blue is the color
I mostly adore
But that doesn't mean that red is what I hate
If I'm worrying about what that means
I feel my future will end up badly

And today
This fake rose
I'm holding
For real now
I tricked them
The trust me
This life I will never live
I think why am I thinking
just sometimes - no always
that I'm so lonely
that I am crying?

Can you read the hint written on the wall today?
Can you read what's in that kid's
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Just Friends...

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Trembling
With eyes closed
The sky is cloudy, and your at the distance
Talking like if nothing had happened..
Trying to put words so they dont hurt me more.
But pain will only make me feel again..
Im here alone...and im still trembling...

Its funny how you say we can still be friends..
Funny how you think its not killing me inside...
And here i am..smiling to please you..
All your happiness will be worth all ill suffer
Inside im listening, im begging you, im crying for you
I swore myself to never cry again..
But here i am..crying and trembling...
I dont wanna live in a fairy tale of lies...
I cant hide from my pain...
Im trying to hang..and hide my pain..while my smile..
Saying we will just be friends...
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Have u ever been friendzoned..? well heres a poem about it..i just got dumped...nd i feel shattered....and dead...but ill keep on smiling...her happiness will be worth all of my pain...ill try to hang on..just for her...
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!shakamu Feb 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
VERY HURT
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~MurkamiHaruka Jan 31, 2012  Student General Artist
you sugared that the hurt on friendzoned a bit...but it is tru
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